I was well on my way to becoming the Ken Burns of the counterculture until…
It all ended abruptly, as I was booted from my events, no more books, videos or special projects, no more WHEE!, no more World Marijuana Film Festival, no more Stonys, no more Doobies, and after years of being diminished and abused, I was fired with zero severance after requesting a raise to cover my son’s braces.
I already had tried to bow out of the 20th Cup as I had become a powerless puppet and Stang and his girlfriend openly disrespected me. But mostly I wanted out because my wife had postpartum depression with two toddlers overwhelming her.
I rented our New York apartment and moved to Woodstock. I did not feel confident leaving my wife alone for ten days and this message was conveyed to the Kennedys, who showed no sympathy and forced me to attend the Cup upon threat of firing.
The night before the awards show, I learned my wife was in the hospital and my kids were in foster care.
I assumed I could leave to rescue my kids, but instead was commanded to remain in Amsterdam for the awards show the next night.
My wife was never the same, nor my youngest child. My oldest survived because he had to stay strong for his brother.
After this and other issues too numerous to go into, I requested a divorce from High Times and asked for a respectable settlement as I owned ten percent of the company. I was ghosted, suspended without pay and no offers for shares came forth.
So I solicited offers from four outside buyers at $100k a share, half my shares.
High Times rewrote the articles of incorporation in emergency session to prevent me from moving those shares 3 of which already had signed purchase agreements.
Then High Times immediately engulfed me with litigation threats, and once I was compromised emotionally, forced me to cough up all 8 shares (worth $4 million) for $400,000 in quarterly payouts over six years. This was less than I’d already been making, only now I owned no shares, so the deal was a complete rip-off. Except I was given rights to exploit my video. Halfway through the schedule, High Times stopped paying me. When I complained to Stang, he ghosted me. When I requested access to my archive as per the divorce agreement, Stang ghosted me.
I had to sue, and eventually got everything back I was owed, including my lawyer’s fee and the tapes. The judge was angered by obfuscations perpetrated by High Times. Still, it took two years to get them back. The judge was ready to add damages if High Times stalled any longer.
I had evolved into an impoverished single dad with two kids, who’d been living on $50k a year for five years, while Stang was making ten times that. And now I had to support my wife at a separate location as she could no longer live with us per Child Services.
High Times and the Cannabis Cup lost its soul when I was curb-stomped, and so far High Times has shown zero inclinations to make things right.
I’m reminded greatly of one of my favorite movies, The Man Who Would Be King when Sean Connery and Michael Caine spy four Afghans riding three donkeys.
“The problem,” says Caine, “is how to separate four Afghans from three donkeys.”
This has been the folly of High Times. Any other media company would have respected me and made use of the stream of content. High Times had become the success story of the 1990s, and ignited the minds of a generation. My stage shows were 4-camera live-mixed, internet and pay-per-view ready for decades but never exploited beyond a Fishbone documentary I made for Mike Esterson, whose contract allowed him access to the Cup concert footage.
One of which involves Stang. After he discovered I wasn’t turning over the tapes to anyone, and intended to keep them under close supervision at all times, and was negotiating the access with the producer, this was not sufficient for Stang, who wanted to pick up the tapes tomorrow.
Kennedy is dead, and Cruella has no power. So why is Stang still in kill-Hager mode, instead of seeking an alliance with me that could actually unlock the entire archives?
There’s a certain Bozo slamming me for being a whiner for sharing this info. This means he views this as: complaining in a feeble or petulant way. And he goes around for a decade trying to rally others to join his ridicule. He’s got so much hate for me, it’s pathological.
Your heart was always in the right place, amongst the greed driven vultures. People like Stang never learn, even the hard way. I would love to help you out with a documentary/podcast in the near future. Stay strong brother! 🕯️ 🐉 🕯️
I admire your work and resillience. In Portugal we say, the dogs bark but the caravan passes through. As you have acomplished! Congrats and keep us posted,
With regards to a feature story on Stanley Kubrick’s alleged LSD history, I tender a request of help from you as a prominent counterculture documentarian. You and your time publishing HT in the mid-1990s could help to locate the files of a deceased former contributor who wrote in 1991 under your editorship about Kubrick’s involvement in FH. Please reply–you may be the only living witness that could help solve this riddle for good. Please get in touch.
I know very little about Kubrick and zero to do with LSD. I put everything I know into this video:
https://youtu.be/8jEcHATg4ms